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gacktjr
21 June 2009 @ 10:14 pm
MSN unterhaltung, very funny XDCollapse )
 
 
Current Location: hh
Current Mood: amusedamused
 
 
gacktjr
17 June 2009 @ 02:42 am
Heartbreaking sight of ~you~
betraying ~me~
Looking as if you really enjoy
being with someone else than me

Seems like it might be better
but you didn't say it
Just a few hours ago ~you~
told ~me~ so eagerly

Refrain_
"I love you"
Was it all a lie?
Meant for someone else
Oh were these words
never meant for me?

Silently crying and thinking
"What did I do wrong?
Why am I not the onethat you hold right now
there in your bed?"

Was this place beside you
~in your life~
was it never for me?
So tell me again

Refrain:
"I love you"
It was all a lie!
Meant for someone else
Oh these words were
never meant for me!

even if it was just a lie
Please say it again...
I beg you
Just one more time
say it as if you mean it

My heart is broken to pieces, dying...
and turning so cold and numb
 
 
gacktjr
11 June 2009 @ 12:16 pm
he couldnt shock me anymore.. but I was SO wrong





Translation Koakuma Heaven

My curly hair brushed back☆
Moving up and down with wet lips
Being greedy Round 3 Round 4 Round 5
I'm an expert with my mouth (*^ロ^*)

The lack of affection is in the thickness of your wallet
I'm being patient (yes!) m(__)m

Being in love too, isn't comfortable
I'm doing my best (Yes!) (-_-#)
Trying our hardest at anything and everything
Because we're good women, yes! ♪

Along with the pounding music☆
My wet hips go Upside Down★
My favourite number is  6(*・Д・)9
Yes... No No No you're optimistic ∖(^o^)/

In my very best set pose
"A serious boyfriend!? wow I'm searching!!(^_^)!!”
(It's true!)

It's not so hateful that it becomes unpleasant
I'm just in trouble (Yes!) (¯ロ¯;)
Trying our best at it over and over again
Because we're good women, yes! ♪

Being in love too, isn't comfortable
I'm doing my best (Yes!) v(^_^)v
Trying our best even if something's no good
We're good women, (aren't we?)

Doing something deep, I'm not young
I'm doing my best (Yes!) (¯ロ¯;)!!
Trying our best even if something belongs to someone
Because we're good women, yes! ♪



on other translations it was  YOU in the first verse
 
 
Current Mood: shockedshocked
 
 
gacktjr
09 June 2009 @ 02:51 pm
So I am watching Digimon right now *random*
And I know I should work on my fanfiction >_>
Buuut I worked the whole last week!
On saturday, sunday, monday, tuesday... wednesday I shopped wih my mom but didnt find anything..
thursday work, friday work saturday as well ( I even had to close the shop) and even on sunday again I worked

Saturday was really hard on me since I had to close the café, which made me be a bit afraid... Cause alone in a café... till 22 and so much to do, which u never have done before! I was so afraid that I might forget sth and the whole ice cream would melt >_<
Luckly none of it happened *sighn* They were very proud of me XD Petra wants me to close the store every day now XD and my boss pouted ^^°

Anyway.. I will not work for the next four weeks and that makes me sad v_v I will miss them so much >_<
Anja said
I really need to visit her since she will miss me! But thats not easy since she works from sunday to wednesday >_<
But I will try as hard as I can to visit her once! and my boss T_T
I can not stand to not make fun with him for 4 weeeeeeeks >_<
Work is hard but not work is even harder v_V


 
 
Current Location: Hamburg
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: Digimon
 
 
gacktjr
03 June 2009 @ 03:01 am
I thought I could sleep
in the deep and hopeless darkness
my clenched fist, loosened
and I stopped looking to the sky
the stillness offers me no peace
it merely makes the scratches more apparent
when I noticed the feelings welling up within me
I had black wings on my back

is it ok to love you once more?
to a sky of new possibilities

I'll destroy everything for you
the glorious past, the beautiful dream
and when you've lost all, my lonely one
I'll show you a mad vision of the future
So reach out those hands once more
'Cause I'll find you as many times as I have to
We'll fill in this empty sky together, you and me
I'll never let you go again

the stillness offers me no peace
and even steals my sanity
when I slowly opened the eyes I'd shut
I had black wings on my back

is it ok to love you once more?
to a sky of new possibilities

I'll destroy everything for you
the glorious past, the dream we cling to
and when you're left wondering what to do, my lonely one
I'll show you a mad vision of the future
So reach out those hands once more
'Cause I'll find you as many times as I have to
We'll fill in this empty sky together, you and me
I'll never let you go again

is it ok to steal you away once more?
to a sky of new possibilities

I'll destroy everything for you
the glorious past, the nostalgic dream
and when you're starving for the light, my lonely one
I'll show you a mad vision of the future
So reach out those hands once more
'Cause I'll find you as many times as I have to
We'll fill in this empty sky together, you and me
I'll never let you go again
 
 
 
gacktjr
29 May 2009 @ 10:00 am
I started the day with: realizing my tv is broken
and then realizing I had to PUKE!

sucking day
>_>
 
 
Current Mood: sicksick
 
 
gacktjr
28 May 2009 @ 11:49 pm
since I can't sleep I was MUCCing

found this awesome gay happening stuff



yukke's blog entryCollapse )
and this

I think its cute x3
Damn them.. I want to gooooooooo there.. v_v

and I want those yukatas >_< With Mucc symbole on them T_T awesome

 
 
Current Location: bed
Current Mood: busybusy
Current Music: tv
 
 
gacktjr
26 May 2009 @ 11:43 pm
so I got new shoes before the hanabi on friday!
they are soooo alice nine XD



they are called LOST ANGEL .. FOR THE SLIGHTLY JADED

 
 
Current Mood: bouncybouncy
 
 
gacktjr
20 May 2009 @ 11:59 pm
XD  
Jusi und ich :

[23:58:41] FOLLOWER - I sealed away the time which the pain made me forget sagt:
wenn jeden tag sonntag wäre
[23:58:58] Herby sagt:
müsstest du 7 tage die woche arbeiten
[23:59:07] FOLLOWER - I sealed away the time which the pain made me forget sagt:
du bist so fies
[23:59:15] Herby sagt:
ich weiß


aber recht hat er XD



in between:
my brother SUCKS

 
 
Current Location: bed
Current Mood: chipperchipper
Current Music: itunes
 
 
gacktjr
20 May 2009 @ 04:56 pm
told u that I loved u x3
Ich mag des neue papa roach album


Yukke
06.01.2009, 21:49:14
ICH geb gerne zu, dass ICH mich in meinen besten Freund verliebt hab!
Ich will meinen Sato für mich!
Ich will SEX mit meinem Sato!
Ich will meinen Sato KÜSSEN!
Ich will mit ihm schmusen!
Ich will ihn zum Lachen bringen!
Ich will für ihn da sein, wenn er weint!
Ich will der Grund sein, warum er sich freut, morgens wach zu werden!
Ich LIEBE meinen besten Freund!


Müllermilch hat sich bei mir entschuldigt XD
isch krieg nen geschenk von denen

 
 
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: Papa Roach - I almost told u that I love u